Trying to figure out who I am and what it is I am suppose to do

I am so confused and tied to so many things right now.  I am not sure who I am in the body and what my role is and where I even belong.

David ask the same thing about who shall enter the kingdom of heaven. In Psalm 15


Lord, who may dwell in your sacred tent?

    Who may live on your holy mountain?

2 The one whose walk is blameless,
    who does what is righteous,
    who speaks the truth from their heart;
3 whose tongue utters no slander,
    who does no wrong to a neighbor,
    and casts no slur on others;
4 who despises a vile person
    but honors those who fear the Lord;
who keeps an oath even when it hurts,
    and does not change their mind;
5 who lends money to the poor without interest;
    who does not accept a bribe against the innocent.

Whoever does these things
    will never be shaken.

I am not to be shaken. I am not to be tested. I am not to hurt. I try to do all these things and even more.